I feel like I’m Vincent van Gogh when I want to be Pablo Picasso. ….
I sometime feel like Steven King when I know damn well James Baldwin is in there wanting to come out.
I some times feel like Freddie Kruger when all I want to be is Jason Vorhees
I think id rather be Kruger than Vorhees
Stay positive. Everyone deserves to be loved. EVERYONE. I wish I knew your situation but I need you to find some one to motivate yourself. Find something that brings you peace.
Wow. I’ve been there before, and it sucks, but it can pass. Like Markus says, you have to find something you like about you and run with it. You have to actively seek positivity in yourself every day. It sounds cheesy, but learn to love yourself for all that it means. Accept any and all good. Take note of every blessing, no matter how seemingly small or unimportant or underserved. Then take a deep breath and let any negative shit go. It works. Brought me back from my despair.